twenty fifth may two thousand and nine Tuesday, May 26, 2009 4:17 AM
hmm, loads can happen in a month or so. im too effing lazy to write a long post plus i have this massive headache but i dun wanna make it seem like i'm abandoning this blog. :) so i'll just write the highlights k?
Highlights of May:
1. mid years. i have a feeling that my results are going to be so full of shit that even my teacher won't bother to type it out, she'll just give me this handwritten note saying "There's no use in life for you, go kill yourself."
2. brushing up on my self assertiveness. seriously, i'm getting tired of the drama. it's not exciting, it's a pain in the bloody arse.
3.lost in dance comp. not going to elaborate on this.
4.lost contact with megat. :( haven't seen him in weeks and i feel like we're really drifting apart.
5.had several breakdowns on different occasions about different situations. seriously, i cried more this year than the number of times i cried from form1 to form 3. i'm not usually the teary person, more stoic like really. -.-
6.learned the value of friendship.
7. finally there's an 'us' with him. :) love you, monkey.
8. starting to realize that im less than 21 months away from SPM. 18 months, 540 days, 12960 hours away from the most important exam in my life (at the mo' la)
9. drove the cars, naza and savvy without the pretense of nearly killing somebody. i can now drive whenever i want! XP
10.started being neat and tidy, i clean my room everyday now! :)
11.started an obsession on screamo songs, courtesy of Siti Nur Balqis.
12.needs a self evaluation on my bitchy attitude.
13.IQ drop and shitty english each day.
14.i should start focusing on my aspirations. the road to becoming a pianist is still open! :) my mum decided i should start learning to play the piano again and i'm loving every second that leads to it. ;)
15. career options : astronomy, archaeology, piano (music), graphic designing and last option; law. haha.
16.missing my friends. ;(
17. quote of the month: there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who created it & surround yourself with the peoplewho make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. - taken by my auntie's tumblr. www.graymare.tumblr.com
that is so true.
18. thinks i should stop rambling.
19. twenty fifth may two thousand and nine; i think i fell in love. XP but you know me, there's always that phase when you think you're in love when it's just an acceleration of your hormones and your heart starts to beat faster. and yes, baby you make my heart beat faster. :)
20. promises to update with more fulfilling goodness than the crap i've written here. well, there is the two weeks full of nothing ahead of me, maybe i should wake my muses in their togas to start giving me ideas. :)
jenny:
I am jafreen natassia iman from Earth and is born on
01/12/93, 0100 hours.I'm so unpredictable, I am totally an element that you'd never
ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in
your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run
away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well,
i'm like addicted to it like drugs.and i'm uncertain of my aspirations. where do you go to know what you're made for?
and god, my total failing is my insecurity and no sense of self-assertiveness. seriously, i SUCK.
this homo-sapien specimen was given a very long&unflattering name on the first of december of 1993.
she hails from the venus clan and was borned under the shining archer, Sagittarius.
being indescribable (hmph!), she loves reading long&boring texts that eludes other normal human beings,
gazing at the beautiful moon&stars from her balcony, listening to screamo&slow songs,
singing offkey and boring everyone to death (you can decipher that literally or figuratively, XP)
she's currently inbetween worlds after going through sixteen years on earth, mostly physically unscathed
but emotionally scarred. her heart was stolen on the twenty first of may by Elisha b. Kamal Basha
but somehow she hasn't alerted the authorities. ;) values her friends highly as they are the
light to shine through her darkness. loves writing stories and abandoning it halfway through. (warning. :p)
and god, she's like a damn klutz that if you gave her a button to judgment day and asked her to take care of it,
she would accidentally press it instead. she could cause the end of the world! XP and she loves to say these stupid things
right from her head. been seen singing and dancing in the rain. believes in kismet.
hello once again, i have been having nightmares. and my sanctuary of star filled skies
and soft flower fields are currently being invaded by aliens and bugs with hailstorms coming in.
inspire me, impress me, embolden me, make me smile. :) i love questioning stuff, i guess i'm those weird people
who can't shut up. and i totally envy people with red hair, don't ask, it's this weird thing
but i won't come up and stare at you just cause' of your hair, god i'm not a stalker.
haha, and i love to laugh out loud, seriously. even when i'm depressive.
though i've been putting on this fake smile for so long, i don't know how i feel right now.
see? even talking/ typing i sound like a lunatic. XP
i'm not sure what to do with my life or this stupid profile at the mo'.
maybe i should give my muses on Olympus a swift kick in their togas to get my brain moving again.
twenty fifth may two thousand and nine Tuesday, May 26, 2009 4:17 AM
hmm, loads can happen in a month or so. im too effing lazy to write a long post plus i have this massive headache but i dun wanna make it seem like i'm abandoning this blog. :) so i'll just write the highlights k?
Highlights of May:
1. mid years. i have a feeling that my results are going to be so full of shit that even my teacher won't bother to type it out, she'll just give me this handwritten note saying "There's no use in life for you, go kill yourself."
2. brushing up on my self assertiveness. seriously, i'm getting tired of the drama. it's not exciting, it's a pain in the bloody arse.
3.lost in dance comp. not going to elaborate on this.
4.lost contact with megat. :( haven't seen him in weeks and i feel like we're really drifting apart.
5.had several breakdowns on different occasions about different situations. seriously, i cried more this year than the number of times i cried from form1 to form 3. i'm not usually the teary person, more stoic like really. -.-
6.learned the value of friendship.
7. finally there's an 'us' with him. :) love you, monkey.
8. starting to realize that im less than 21 months away from SPM. 18 months, 540 days, 12960 hours away from the most important exam in my life (at the mo' la)
9. drove the cars, naza and savvy without the pretense of nearly killing somebody. i can now drive whenever i want! XP
10.started being neat and tidy, i clean my room everyday now! :)
11.started an obsession on screamo songs, courtesy of Siti Nur Balqis.
12.needs a self evaluation on my bitchy attitude.
13.IQ drop and shitty english each day.
14.i should start focusing on my aspirations. the road to becoming a pianist is still open! :) my mum decided i should start learning to play the piano again and i'm loving every second that leads to it. ;)
15. career options : astronomy, archaeology, piano (music), graphic designing and last option; law. haha.
16.missing my friends. ;(
17. quote of the month: there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who created it & surround yourself with the peoplewho make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. - taken by my auntie's tumblr. www.graymare.tumblr.com
that is so true.
18. thinks i should stop rambling.
19. twenty fifth may two thousand and nine; i think i fell in love. XP but you know me, there's always that phase when you think you're in love when it's just an acceleration of your hormones and your heart starts to beat faster. and yes, baby you make my heart beat faster. :)
20. promises to update with more fulfilling goodness than the crap i've written here. well, there is the two weeks full of nothing ahead of me, maybe i should wake my muses in their togas to start giving me ideas. :)
