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ko sedar tak kalau ko x self absorbed sangat dalam dunia ko sendiri, maybe ko akan sedar that the actions that you do just menyakitkan/menyedihkan hati everyone sekeliling ko? maybe ape yang dah jadi nie just nak biar ko sedar and rase ape yang ko dah buat kat ***** and friends ko selama nie. what goes around comes around okay? sampai die sanggup nak flirt dgn orang lain + bestfren ko sendiri.
ko tengok la, kita tgh bergado pasal one stupid guy. ko rase berbaloi tak kite rosakkan almost 2 years of friendship just because you felt threatened by me yang xde perasaan LANGSUNG kat Soulmate ko tue. aku cete ko x nak percaya, after all we've been through, and we know eachother's perangai and all, ko mesti tau kan most of my friends are guys? sia-sia la kite kawan kalau ko langsung x tau perangai aku and yes, most of my guyfriends are taken but unlike you, i can control my hormones la. i regard them as my friends, JUST FRIENDS.
kalau die menggatal pun, i don't even return the favour la. i respect my friends' love lives, all i do most of the time was to give him advice. ABOUT YOU. if he called, the first thing i would ask was, "have you called her?" if not, i would make him call you before anything else. don't you get it that you're hurting everyone by doing this? you're breaking our friendship just because you can't accept the bloody truth that i DO NOT wanna STEAL anyone's guy. you know who i'm so bloody obsessed with, he's the only person i can think about most of the time so what in the name of the fucking world would i wanna do with your guy?
cermin diri sendiri dulu la babe. seriously, get a reality check and look at yourself in the mirror. don't even think for one second that you're any different than who you're accusing me of. at least i felt guilty and owned up to you, because i think highly of our friendship. the same friendship which means NOTHING to you i guess since you can just throw it away and brag about our fights to everyone i know. i'm the bad guy in this.
have you forgotten all the good times we had together? we've been at eachother's sides all this while, been through almost everything, i was there for you and vice versa, did it mean anything to you? or was it just dirt you collected to bitch about with someone else? all we ever do were to become two-faced, superficial friends; bitching about everyone under the sun behind their backs.
and I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE. until you change your maneating, superficial ways wth your best friends and start being honest for once, i'm out. i still LOVE YOU as my BFF but i can see that this friendship is going nowhere.
we can either repair everything and laugh about it a few years later or stay away from eachother and throw away the memories of our friendship. the ball's in your court; your choice, i'll follow.
jenny:
I am jafreen natassia iman from Earth and is born on
01/12/93, 0100 hours.I'm so unpredictable, I am totally an element that you'd never
ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in
your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run
away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well,
i'm like addicted to it like drugs.and i'm uncertain of my aspirations. where do you go to know what you're made for?
and god, my total failing is my insecurity and no sense of self-assertiveness. seriously, i SUCK.
this homo-sapien specimen was given a very long&unflattering name on the first of december of 1993.
she hails from the venus clan and was borned under the shining archer, Sagittarius.
being indescribable (hmph!), she loves reading long&boring texts that eludes other normal human beings,
gazing at the beautiful moon&stars from her balcony, listening to screamo&slow songs,
singing offkey and boring everyone to death (you can decipher that literally or figuratively, XP)
she's currently inbetween worlds after going through sixteen years on earth, mostly physically unscathed
but emotionally scarred. her heart was stolen on the twenty first of may by Elisha b. Kamal Basha
but somehow she hasn't alerted the authorities. ;) values her friends highly as they are the
light to shine through her darkness. loves writing stories and abandoning it halfway through. (warning. :p)
and god, she's like a damn klutz that if you gave her a button to judgment day and asked her to take care of it,
she would accidentally press it instead. she could cause the end of the world! XP and she loves to say these stupid things
right from her head. been seen singing and dancing in the rain. believes in kismet.
hello once again, i have been having nightmares. and my sanctuary of star filled skies
and soft flower fields are currently being invaded by aliens and bugs with hailstorms coming in.
inspire me, impress me, embolden me, make me smile. :) i love questioning stuff, i guess i'm those weird people
who can't shut up. and i totally envy people with red hair, don't ask, it's this weird thing
but i won't come up and stare at you just cause' of your hair, god i'm not a stalker.
haha, and i love to laugh out loud, seriously. even when i'm depressive.
though i've been putting on this fake smile for so long, i don't know how i feel right now.
see? even talking/ typing i sound like a lunatic. XP
i'm not sure what to do with my life or this stupid profile at the mo'.
maybe i should give my muses on Olympus a swift kick in their togas to get my brain moving again.
(highly sensitive content ahead, approach with caution)
ko sedar tak kalau ko x self absorbed sangat dalam dunia ko sendiri, maybe ko akan sedar that the actions that you do just menyakitkan/menyedihkan hati everyone sekeliling ko? maybe ape yang dah jadi nie just nak biar ko sedar and rase ape yang ko dah buat kat ***** and friends ko selama nie. what goes around comes around okay? sampai die sanggup nak flirt dgn orang lain + bestfren ko sendiri.
ko tengok la, kita tgh bergado pasal one stupid guy. ko rase berbaloi tak kite rosakkan almost 2 years of friendship just because you felt threatened by me yang xde perasaan LANGSUNG kat Soulmate ko tue. aku cete ko x nak percaya, after all we've been through, and we know eachother's perangai and all, ko mesti tau kan most of my friends are guys? sia-sia la kite kawan kalau ko langsung x tau perangai aku and yes, most of my guyfriends are taken but unlike you, i can control my hormones la. i regard them as my friends, JUST FRIENDS.
kalau die menggatal pun, i don't even return the favour la. i respect my friends' love lives, all i do most of the time was to give him advice. ABOUT YOU. if he called, the first thing i would ask was, "have you called her?" if not, i would make him call you before anything else. don't you get it that you're hurting everyone by doing this? you're breaking our friendship just because you can't accept the bloody truth that i DO NOT wanna STEAL anyone's guy. you know who i'm so bloody obsessed with, he's the only person i can think about most of the time so what in the name of the fucking world would i wanna do with your guy?
cermin diri sendiri dulu la babe. seriously, get a reality check and look at yourself in the mirror. don't even think for one second that you're any different than who you're accusing me of. at least i felt guilty and owned up to you, because i think highly of our friendship. the same friendship which means NOTHING to you i guess since you can just throw it away and brag about our fights to everyone i know. i'm the bad guy in this.
have you forgotten all the good times we had together? we've been at eachother's sides all this while, been through almost everything, i was there for you and vice versa, did it mean anything to you? or was it just dirt you collected to bitch about with someone else? all we ever do were to become two-faced, superficial friends; bitching about everyone under the sun behind their backs.
and I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE. until you change your maneating, superficial ways wth your best friends and start being honest for once, i'm out. i still LOVE YOU as my BFF but i can see that this friendship is going nowhere.
we can either repair everything and laugh about it a few years later or stay away from eachother and throw away the memories of our friendship. the ball's in your court; your choice, i'll follow.
