i just want to hear those three words

inspired by Hey Monday's Candles, so some of it has their lyrics in it so it's not technically plagiarism since i'm not claiming that the words are mine ( not all la, just a few lines) and i'm not technically sure whether it's a song or a poem. HAHA.

lol, shitty english.

Mazes and Lights

my heart stopped beating,

i've stopped caring,

devoid of feelings,

only darkness still remains,

running at red lights,

mind racing blurring all lines,

invisible and blind,

do you think i'm all right?

seek out candles to light my way,

you, my personal sun imploded in my face,

i couldn't see,

do you think i'll be all right?

help me, i don't even know what's real,

i don't even know who to trust,

i don't even know where to go,

help me, i don't even know you,

don't even follow me,

you'll be lost in my maze,

i'm not the jaded type,

just a long story to be trapped in,

erase the memories, the sweet memories,

erase your face in my brain,

erase the bitterness, your betrayals,

do you think i'll be alright?

help me, i don't even know what's real,

i don't even know who to trust,

i don't even know whhere to go,

help me i don't even know you,

technicolor lights blinding my eyes,

when it was you and me,

even stars fade and die,

did you really think i'll be alright?

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jenny:
I am jafreen natassia iman from Earth and is born on 01/12/93, 0100 hours.I'm so unpredictable, I am totally an element that you'd never ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well, i'm like addicted to it like drugs.and i'm uncertain of my aspirations. where do you go to know what you're made for? and god, my total failing is my insecurity and no sense of self-assertiveness. seriously, i SUCK.

this homo-sapien specimen was given a very long&unflattering name on the first of december of 1993. she hails from the venus clan and was borned under the shining archer, Sagittarius. being indescribable (hmph!), she loves reading long&boring texts that eludes other normal human beings, gazing at the beautiful moon&stars from her balcony, listening to screamo&slow songs, singing offkey and boring everyone to death (you can decipher that literally or figuratively, XP) she's currently inbetween worlds after going through sixteen years on earth, mostly physically unscathed but emotionally scarred. her heart was stolen on the twenty first of may by Elisha b. Kamal Basha but somehow she hasn't alerted the authorities. ;) values her friends highly as they are the light to shine through her darkness. loves writing stories and abandoning it halfway through. (warning. :p) and god, she's like a damn klutz that if you gave her a button to judgment day and asked her to take care of it, she would accidentally press it instead. she could cause the end of the world! XP and she loves to say these stupid things right from her head. been seen singing and dancing in the rain. believes in kismet.

hello once again, i have been having nightmares. and my sanctuary of star filled skies and soft flower fields are currently being invaded by aliens and bugs with hailstorms coming in. inspire me, impress me, embolden me, make me smile. :) i love questioning stuff, i guess i'm those weird people who can't shut up. and i totally envy people with red hair, don't ask, it's this weird thing but i won't come up and stare at you just cause' of your hair, god i'm not a stalker. haha, and i love to laugh out loud, seriously. even when i'm depressive. though i've been putting on this fake smile for so long, i don't know how i feel right now. see? even talking/ typing i sound like a lunatic. XP i'm not sure what to do with my life or this stupid profile at the mo'. maybe i should give my muses on Olympus a swift kick in their togas to get my brain moving again.

see you there at la la land.