I TOOK YOUR FUCKING ADVICE TO CHANGE MY OWN TINY SELF ASSERTIVENESS AND NOW YOU'RE SAYING, "KO NI SOCIAL SANGAT, DAH BYK MENCARUT, DAH JADI SAME MACAM BUDAK KL"? MACAM AKU NI DAH JADI MACAM SETAN SGT.
KO TAK SEDAR APE KO WAT KAT AKU SELAMA NIE, AKU DGR JE KAN!? TAK PERNAH AKU TAK SUPPORT KO, KO WAT MCAM NI KAT AKU! DAHLA, BAIK ADE MUSUH SERIBU DARI ADE KAWAN MACAM NI.
WTF, AFTER WHAT YOU FUCKING DID TO ME, DO YOU THINK I WOULD TOLERATE FEELING LIKE SHIT ALL THE TIME, ANYMORE? I'VE BEEN USED BY ALMOST EVERYONE I KNOW; THEY WOULD COME TO ME IN DISTRESS AND LEAVE ME WHEN EVERYTHING'S PEACHY. I'VE BEEN EFFING USED AND DESECRATED BY MY OWN FAMILY AND 'FRIENDS', I DON'T NEED ANYMORE SHIT FROM YOU.
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE MY UN-ASSERTIVE WAYS AND I REALISED THAT PEOPLE WERE PROBABLY GOING TO HATE ME FOR IT BUT I WAS GOING TO TAKE THAT RISK. BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU WOULD BE THE ONE TO SAY SUCH LIES OUT OF EVERYONE WHEN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SAID I WAS BEING PLAYED AROUND LIKE A PUPPET.
WE CAN'T EVEN TALK TO EACHOTHER ANYMORE AND I COULD SEE THAT YOU DON'T EVN WANNA BE IN MY PRESENCE, WHY KEEP UP THE LIE? TELL ME I CHANGED INTO THIS SELFISH BITCH THAT I AM NOW! TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME!N AT LEAST I MADE AN EFFORT TO SAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP BUT AFTER ONE SILLY STUPID ACCIDENT WHICH IM SO SORRY FOR, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN FORGIVE ME FOR ONE THING WHEN I LITERALLY BEGGED FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS.
AND YOU ASK WHY WE CAN'T TALK ANYMORE, WHY I DON'T CONFIDE IN YOU ANYMORE. SIMPLE, I DON'T TRUST YOU NOT TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. EVERYONE DOES NOWADAYS, I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT TRYING TO SATISFY EVERYONE BUT MYSELF.
WHEN YOU ACCUSED ME OF BEING THE ONE THING I KNOW I'M NOT, THAT WAS THE LAST LINE. DON'T EVEN TRY TO PRETEND THAT YOU KNOW ME AND EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE. NO ONE DOES, GET THAT?
HAVEN'T YOU NOTICED THAT EVERYONE'S CHANGING!? EVEN YOU FROM A CARING 'BROTHER' INTO THIS SELFISH, SELF RIGHTEOUS CREATURE WHO ALWAYS THINKS THAT I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WE'RE TOGETHER. SOME I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE ANYMORE. ALL THIS TIME I'VE DEFENDED YOUR NAME MADE ME REALISE THAT IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.
jenny:
I am jafreen natassia iman from Earth and is born on
01/12/93, 0100 hours.I'm so unpredictable, I am totally an element that you'd never
ever known, you can;t find it in the periodic table cause no one has even found it- I explode in
your face just like potassium when it touches water, it's really explosive, you should really run
away first before I do spark into flames and burn you alive! I love blasting my music as well,
i'm like addicted to it like drugs.and i'm uncertain of my aspirations. where do you go to know what you're made for?
and god, my total failing is my insecurity and no sense of self-assertiveness. seriously, i SUCK.
this homo-sapien specimen was given a very long&unflattering name on the first of december of 1993.
she hails from the venus clan and was borned under the shining archer, Sagittarius.
being indescribable (hmph!), she loves reading long&boring texts that eludes other normal human beings,
gazing at the beautiful moon&stars from her balcony, listening to screamo&slow songs,
singing offkey and boring everyone to death (you can decipher that literally or figuratively, XP)
she's currently inbetween worlds after going through sixteen years on earth, mostly physically unscathed
but emotionally scarred. her heart was stolen on the twenty first of may by Elisha b. Kamal Basha
but somehow she hasn't alerted the authorities. ;) values her friends highly as they are the
light to shine through her darkness. loves writing stories and abandoning it halfway through. (warning. :p)
and god, she's like a damn klutz that if you gave her a button to judgment day and asked her to take care of it,
she would accidentally press it instead. she could cause the end of the world! XP and she loves to say these stupid things
right from her head. been seen singing and dancing in the rain. believes in kismet.
hello once again, i have been having nightmares. and my sanctuary of star filled skies
and soft flower fields are currently being invaded by aliens and bugs with hailstorms coming in.
inspire me, impress me, embolden me, make me smile. :) i love questioning stuff, i guess i'm those weird people
who can't shut up. and i totally envy people with red hair, don't ask, it's this weird thing
but i won't come up and stare at you just cause' of your hair, god i'm not a stalker.
haha, and i love to laugh out loud, seriously. even when i'm depressive.
though i've been putting on this fake smile for so long, i don't know how i feel right now.
see? even talking/ typing i sound like a lunatic. XP
i'm not sure what to do with my life or this stupid profile at the mo'.
maybe i should give my muses on Olympus a swift kick in their togas to get my brain moving again.
I TOOK YOUR FUCKING ADVICE TO CHANGE MY OWN TINY SELF ASSERTIVENESS AND NOW YOU'RE SAYING, "KO NI SOCIAL SANGAT, DAH BYK MENCARUT, DAH JADI SAME MACAM BUDAK KL"? MACAM AKU NI DAH JADI MACAM SETAN SGT.
KO TAK SEDAR APE KO WAT KAT AKU SELAMA NIE, AKU DGR JE KAN!? TAK PERNAH AKU TAK SUPPORT KO, KO WAT MCAM NI KAT AKU! DAHLA, BAIK ADE MUSUH SERIBU DARI ADE KAWAN MACAM NI.
WTF, AFTER WHAT YOU FUCKING DID TO ME, DO YOU THINK I WOULD TOLERATE FEELING LIKE SHIT ALL THE TIME, ANYMORE? I'VE BEEN USED BY ALMOST EVERYONE I KNOW; THEY WOULD COME TO ME IN DISTRESS AND LEAVE ME WHEN EVERYTHING'S PEACHY. I'VE BEEN EFFING USED AND DESECRATED BY MY OWN FAMILY AND 'FRIENDS', I DON'T NEED ANYMORE SHIT FROM YOU.
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE MY UN-ASSERTIVE WAYS AND I REALISED THAT PEOPLE WERE PROBABLY GOING TO HATE ME FOR IT BUT I WAS GOING TO TAKE THAT RISK. BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU WOULD BE THE ONE TO SAY SUCH LIES OUT OF EVERYONE WHEN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SAID I WAS BEING PLAYED AROUND LIKE A PUPPET.
WE CAN'T EVEN TALK TO EACHOTHER ANYMORE AND I COULD SEE THAT YOU DON'T EVN WANNA BE IN MY PRESENCE, WHY KEEP UP THE LIE? TELL ME I CHANGED INTO THIS SELFISH BITCH THAT I AM NOW! TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME!N AT LEAST I MADE AN EFFORT TO SAVE OUR FRIENDSHIP BUT AFTER ONE SILLY STUPID ACCIDENT WHICH IM SO SORRY FOR, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN FORGIVE ME FOR ONE THING WHEN I LITERALLY BEGGED FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS.
AND YOU ASK WHY WE CAN'T TALK ANYMORE, WHY I DON'T CONFIDE IN YOU ANYMORE. SIMPLE, I DON'T TRUST YOU NOT TO TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. EVERYONE DOES NOWADAYS, I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT TRYING TO SATISFY EVERYONE BUT MYSELF.
WHEN YOU ACCUSED ME OF BEING THE ONE THING I KNOW I'M NOT, THAT WAS THE LAST LINE. DON'T EVEN TRY TO PRETEND THAT YOU KNOW ME AND EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE. NO ONE DOES, GET THAT?
HAVEN'T YOU NOTICED THAT EVERYONE'S CHANGING!? EVEN YOU FROM A CARING 'BROTHER' INTO THIS SELFISH, SELF RIGHTEOUS CREATURE WHO ALWAYS THINKS THAT I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WE'RE TOGETHER. SOME I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE ANYMORE. ALL THIS TIME I'VE DEFENDED YOUR NAME MADE ME REALISE THAT IT WAS ALL FOR NOTHING.
